A collection of complications
I'm stacking them up
Faster than I can count
Just waiting for them to tumble
Did I leap to soon?
Caution was always my card
Forever stashed up my sleeve
Ready to be played
But not yet, not yet
Just wait a little longer
A little more time
'til the dust settles
'til I catch my breath
'til my thoughts stop racing
Just a minute more, an hour, a day
A little too much scrutiny
I'm being drawn out of the shadows
Into the centre of attention
Though I duck and dodge the spotlight
It finds me again
Just another week, another month
A moment of peace
That's all I need
Let me collect my thoughts
Breathe again
And just be.
Thursday, 29 May 2014
The women I loved
First I was a student
and she taught me not to share my heart
with callous laughter and bitter words.
Then I was a runner
always two steps behind her and chasing at her heels
though she never stopped or turned.
I had my turn as an adversary
it was fun
yet I was glad to lose that fight.
Later I was a friend
and her a refuge from the storm
but always someone else's.
I was a wife
and thought I'd found a place
til it was a swiftly shattered peace.
I found a paragon, a diamond
and she was never, never mine
through her I saw what I missed.
And now?
I start again.
and she taught me not to share my heart
with callous laughter and bitter words.
Then I was a runner
always two steps behind her and chasing at her heels
though she never stopped or turned.
I had my turn as an adversary
it was fun
yet I was glad to lose that fight.
Later I was a friend
and her a refuge from the storm
but always someone else's.
I was a wife
and thought I'd found a place
til it was a swiftly shattered peace.
I found a paragon, a diamond
and she was never, never mine
through her I saw what I missed.
And now?
I start again.
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